Sissy Interviews

Hello girlies! Be sure you read this interview with serena! I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Great work steph!

Be on the lookout for more girlie interviews and interviews with some of the Mistresses coming  soon!

Hugs,

Mistress Ann

steph: are you comfortable?
serenaspeace22: very
serenaspeace22: clad in my robe and nightie

steph: am in my cotton nightie…and panties…
serenaspeace22): what kind of panties
steph: they are like plaid with pink, blue, yellow.. and a little yellow bow. with lace at the legs…
steph: they are new panties….
serenaspeace22: awwww sounds cute
steph: awww thank you..
steph: what color is your robe and nightie?
serenaspeace22: black satin and lace nightie
serenaspeace22: pink fluffy robe
steph: oh.. pretty. I love it…
serenaspeace22: ty
serenaspeace22: it is pretty!

steph: lets get started agree?
serenaspeace22: k

steph: I thank you very much for doing this.. HUGS….
serenaspeace22: hugs to you too
steph: First question….
steph: How long have you been coming to community chat?
serenaspeace22: hmmm hard one right off the bat…hehe
serenaspeace22: about 2 years maybe
serenaspeace22: asia would know

steph: would you want to elaborate?

steph: why do you keep coming back??

serenaspeace22: it gives me a place to hang out with at least some nice people
serenaspeace22: some are sometimes like me too
serenaspeace22: others are just great people and friends
steph: so you come back because of the friendship and warmth that is felt?
serenaspeace22: yes. there are some, like  Ms Ann , who get inside my spirit
steph: and because some are like you? May I ask what you mean by that?
serenaspeace22: i am a transsexual woman
steph: are you a total transsexual woman?
serenaspeace22: final surgery will be later this year
steph: for the readers.. what is meant by transsexual woman?
serenaspeace22: or possibly spring
steph: you have started SRS?
serenaspeace22: in my case, i am a woman by nature but happen to have been born in a physically male body
steph: and almost completed…
serenaspeace22: there are other definitions , of course too
steph: Serena.. I am truly honored in what you are doing…and honored by your doing this interview…I admire you..
serenaspeace22: SRS is sexual reassignment surgery,,,,, so no not yet, as i explained
serenaspeace22: why thank you too steph……hugs
serenaspeace22: actually, it isnt a choice, in spirit
steph: So you consider yourself a transsexual woman… or a total woman?
serenaspeace22: i am a woman and i am just blessed to have the opportunity to do something about matching my inside and outside
serenaspeace22: total woman!!!!!!!!!!
steph: When did you first start wearing female clothes?
serenaspeace22 : oh wow
serenaspeace22: that would take a long time to explain all that
serenaspeace22: however
steph: and if i may ask.. when did you discover that you were in the wrong body?
serenaspeace22: i cross dressed a bit before really knowing what i was doing
serenaspeace22: about 6 years ago
serenaspeace22: i felt very stupid at the time of my eureka experience….. i mean how could i not have known who i was alllllll those years’
serenaspeace22: but thats how it was for me
serenaspeace22: i knew i was never comfortable being male, but chalked it up to just being “from another planet”

serenaspeace22: i just did what the world expected of me
serenaspeace22: i was good at it. just felt like i was play acting
steph: Did anyone else know that you were crossdressing?
serenaspeace22: i was married and my wife knew……we just thought that it was a kinky sex thing
serenaspeace22: at first
steph: did your wife assist you in being dressed?

serenaspeace22: ok but you have something wrong……SRS is just a short acronym for Sexual Reassignment Surgery
serenaspeace22: it isn’t the whole process of transitioning from male to female or vice versa
serenaspeace22: it is also known as GRS and the G stands for Gender

steph: What was the first article of female clothing you wore?
serenaspeace22 probably a slip, but i dont remember for sure
serenaspeace22: panties and bras came along immediately
steph: Is there anything you could share considering your experience of when you first wore female clothes?
serenaspeace22: it just never seemed enough tho
serenaspeace22: yes
serenaspeace22: it felt sexy to wear but there was something missing all along the way
serenaspeace22: i just didnt know what was the problem
steph: What would your definition be of a cross dresser, a sissy, or transexual?
serenaspeace22: a cross dresser is a man…..he likes to wear female clothes for a whole range of personal reasons, but remains a man in his mind and soul
serenaspeace22: a sissy i s, usually a crossdresser who is also a “bottom” sexually and has needs of that sexual persuasion
steph: Those are all great definitions, What would your advice be to someone who is just starting out in discovering that they have a female side to themselves?
serenaspeace22: a transsexual is a woman in spirit …..and certain genetics too…..it has been found,,,……who has been born physically in a body that doesn’t match the inside person’s gender
serenaspeace22: gender is hard to describe because it is a mental construct
steph: yes agree with you about gender.. it is hard to describe and is a mental construct..
serenaspeace22: my advice…..just off the top…… would be to honestly explore internally what is the driving force and then attempt to physically experience all that the mind holds in that regard
steph: Great response...
serenaspeace22: we all have male and female “sides” because they are ….like i said….mental constructs
serenaspeace22: there is a whole continuum of possibilities and each person should work at discovering his or her own place on the graph line
steph: Do you believe it is good to be up front and honest about dressing up female to your girlfriend, wife, and self about wearing female clothes and being yourself?
serenaspeace22: the society we live in, however, doesn’t always offer us the freedom to express our inner selves. and to the extent that there are societal hindrances, there is a lot of “closet” behavior…….
serenaspeace22 (: that is such a shame, but that’s how things are
serenaspeace22: as you know tho, things are always changing
serenaspeace22: and many good people are helping to open the minds of the community

serenaspeace22: in answer to your last question
serenaspeace22: yes.
serenaspeace22: honesty is the best policy

serenaspeace22 it won’t go away and eventually things will come out

steph: Did you go through purging?
serenaspeace22: the longer one waits to tell, the more the significant others think you are phony and a liar and maybe a pervert’
serenaspeace22: yes. a few times before marriage
steph: and after each time did the urge come back stronger?
serenaspeace22: not so much stronger, but continuing insistence
steph: where did you obtain your clothes? in stores, thrift stores?
serenaspeace22: lots of places.
steph: did anyone give you clothes?
serenaspeace22: no
steph: did you shop alone or with anyone?
serenaspeace22: alone. don’t forget i was “a guy” and it would have been embarrassing to talk about until i knew what i was doing
steph: You shopped alone?
serenaspeace22: yes
steph: If I may.. how did you shop alone.. ?

serenaspeace22: i shopped at first at places like kmart and target.
serenaspeace22: those places are so “generic”

serenaspeace22 (: they don’t care what you are buying they just want the money
serenaspeace22: and they are busy usually

steph: did you shop in any thrift stores?
serenaspeace22: yes
serenaspeace22 (: many
steph: I shop regularly at thrift stores…
steph: and usually find fantastic things….
serenaspeace22: great idea
serenaspeace22 : but i wanted to try stuff on and there were rarely dressing rooms

serenaspeace22: way better selection than kmart

serenaspeace22: buying things you can mix and match
serenaspeace22: great idea
steph: You have a experience you could share about your first time asking a store clerk if you could try on a female article of clothing?
serenaspeace22: i didn’t ask
serenaspeace22: i just went to the dressing room with the clothes and showed them and went inside
serenaspeace22: i was scared the first few times
steph: My first time I asked. was expecting no.. but got a yes.. which surprised me…
serenaspeace22: but there also was a sexual thrill involved , i have to admit
steph: was for me also the first few times.. but not any longer…I feel more feminine…
serenaspeace22: good for you
steph: Ever have a clerk to confront you about trying on female clothes?
serenaspeace22 : no
serenaspeace22 : some yucky looks but they cant kill you
steph: What do you think of Ms Ann’s sissy magazine that is for other crossdressers, sissies, and transgender?
steph: and that it is being run by sissies….and others
serenaspeace22 : i must admit, i never have known about any of that
steph: Do you believe it is or will be helpful for others out there that are searching for their own identity?
serenaspeace22: possibly, tho like i said, i havent known about that
serenaspeace22 : i am transitioning to complete my womanhood experience and dont really have much contact with sissy ideas
serenaspeace22: i am a woman
serenaspeace22: i am a sort of …submissive woman, sexual expression wise
steph: and a very lovely lady…that I admire…
serenaspeace22: awww ty
serenaspeace22: anyone who identifies as a sissy should act with pride about that too
serenaspeace22: they are just trying to figure out their own existences
serenaspeace22: btw ldw to me is a therapy source too
steph: Do you believe that Ms Ann’s magazine may be helpful…? Any suggestions on how someone who is new?

steph: Only two more questions….
serenaspeace22: ok
serenaspeace22: shoot
steph: Do you believe that Ms Ann’s magazine may be helpful? Any suggestions to those that may be new on where to gather further information?
serenaspeace22: info on what topic
serenaspeace22: as to the mag
serenaspeace22: i don’t know anything about it
serenaspeace22: but im sure if Ms Ann has anything to do with it it will be very helpful
steph: being female, feminine.. crossdressing..should that search the Internet.. read a book,… call the mistresses?
serenaspeace22: i would do all the above. and i have done all the above at one point or another
steph: Smiles.. thank you Serena.. … Last question…….
serenaspeace22: MsAnn is great to be open and honest with
steph: If you had 24 hrs to spend with Ms Ann alone.. How would you spend that 24 hrs?
serenaspeace22: we should all have someone knowledgeable to talk with
serenaspeace22: mmmmmm]
steph: yes I agree that Ms Ann is great to be open and honest with. why i am her girl
serenaspeace22: probably getting to know her and maybe even be blessed enough to share intimacies with her
steph: Serena. you have 24 hrs to spend any way you want. how would you spend the 24 hrs?
serenaspeace22: i picture being at her house, just like any girlfriend, hanging out, talking girl talk , experiences, etc.
serenaspeace22: cooking and shopping maybe
serenaspeace22: lots of laughing too
steph: << hehe,,kissing and pampering ms ann’s feet>>
serenaspeace22: indeed
steph: was that your response serena..? any thing else to add??
serenaspeace22: it would depend on how we got along, if we clicked
serenaspeace22: i would go with the flow
serenaspeace22: i have a feeling we would be good friends
steph : Serena.. I very much appreciate you taking the time to spend with me for this interview… I believe this concludes our interview unless you have anything else to add….
serenaspeace22: hmmmmm

serenaspeace22: cant think of anything else
serenaspeace22: of course talking with Ms Ann and thinking of her feet, etc. can be mighty distracting

serenaspeace22: hehehe
serenaspeace22: i hope this was ok

steph: Serena. I believe it was FANTASTIC… again thank you girl…er young lady….
serenaspeace22: hehe
serenaspeace22: thanks sweetie

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INTERVIEW WITH ASHLEIGH!
BY Ms Ann’s Girl steph!

GREAT INTERVIEW GIRLS!

Steph: Thank you again for doing this..HUGS

Steph: How long have you been coming to community kink?

ashleigh: My first introduction to anything to do with the LDW GROUP was in 2006
when i found the sissyschool.com message board. i left for a while for personal reasons
and when i came back in 2008 i found the community kink chat.

Steph: Why do you keep coming back?

ashleigh: i don’t even think MsAlly had named the company LDW back then.

Steph: So.. why do you keep coming back?
ashleigh: that is hard , i don’t want to say it wrong! i keep coming back because i’m honestly addicted to our chat group.

ashleigh: i left sissyschool for several years, due to life issues. i’d rather not discuss publicly, but when i came back, i found chat and that MsAlly had expanded so vastly. i was sooo surprised once i started in chat about one year ago.

Steph: and it made you feel more comfortable these changes?

ashleigh: It did, yes, and i think that the reason i come back to chat is that it is fun, open, and kinky yet classy, it’s something i cannot find anywhere else on the internet. i come back for the group that i chat with regularly (you know) and also, god this is soo cheesy, i feel home. Like i’m with my best friends, because other than my friends i hang out with and converse with, my chat friends are really my true friends. i sometimes tell them things even my real life friends don’t know!

Steph: What are your thoughts on having a sissy magazine for sissies… and ran or published by sissies?

ashleigh: my honest thoughts….

Steph: Sure…think it is helpful..

ashleigh: i think it is fantastic! I think that it is a great way for sissies to be interactive and learn about each other….and in that way…help each other. As far as being run and published by sissies, i think that is only fitting, as it is of course a sissy magazine. As a woman at heart, i think it’s a great idea, and i support it wholeheartedly.

Steph: Glad that you think it’s a great idea….

ashleigh: i really do, and you know i will be reading too!

Steph: I think is also a wonderful idea…

Steph: What do you consider yourself to be.. a sissy, crossdresser. or transgender..? I might add.. that if you feel uncomfortable in any response.. just say pass.. and we’ll go to next question.

ashleigh: This may take a minute, though i think it will be good. At first as a young teen, i considered myself a crossdresser, as i got older I became a sissy. i had chores from my ex wife and such, and did them dutifully. i liked being a sissy, in the last three years, i became fully transgendered…or at least androgynous. i took various estrogens and phytoestrogens during my sissy phase and i did grow small breasts , etc etc. When i was 26, i did take hormones for quite a while, but i’m not fully transitioned by any means. Oddly, when i was 26, i met a woman named steph. stephanie was a great woman she had been through some really abusive relationships with men. She had a controlling girlfriend. We fell in love and i thought that i could break her out of her “spell” that her girlfriend put on her, and at the same time, i was finally opening up to being truly bisexual and not just as a thought, but really bisexual. Stephanie opened up a new world to me, and i hope i opened her eyes to the fact that people with a penis aren’t always mean. Though she had been in the glbt community long enough to know that i just wanted her to know that i really really cared for her. Anyway, her girlfriend found out she was two timing with me and it all fell apart. i haven’t seen or spoken with steph for over three years, i really could have loved her for real. Between the choices given
i guess, i am none, i am closest to a transexual but i really think i’m androgynous.

Steph: hmmm, perhaps for those that may be reading this.. what is androgynous?

ashleigh: A song by garbage!!!! kidding! ok androgny is the state of having characteristics of both sexes without any one characteristic set dominating the other
according to the ashleigh dictionary!

Steph: Do you consider wearing female clothes a fantasy, fetish or lifestyle….know there are sisies out there trying to define fantasy fetish or lifestyle..

ashleigh: No…combine fantasy/fetish into one (my advice) i think for many people it is a fetish and a fun one! i still get a kick out of it! and also it’s a lifestyle. The question is not whether or not it is a fetsh or a lifestyle, but rather what the person wearing said clothes believes and feels. For many it is a fetish, it certainly was for me at one point…and for many years. Now it is a lifestyle. Wearing female clothes as a man, as a genetic man, i should say, is either a fetish or a lifestyle or both it is up to the individual to decide i can’t answer that definitively! eye of the beholder!

Steph: that’s a good response, and agree eye of the beholder…

Steph: Now the next question ties into this one..What do you typically wear and how often do you dress up?

ashleigh: OMG! i’ll do my best on this one. What i wear typically is my bra ( a must), and my panties, over that i wear what suits the occasion and it depends on who i am with. Sometimes when i’m around “the guys” i wear of course male attire, when i’m out with some of my female friends and glbt friendly friends i go all out!!!!! My outward appearance is definitely determined by circumstance. As to how often i “dress up?” i don’t see it as dressing up per se, but i do my best to dress en femme everyday. Even if it is sometimes alone. I dress every day basically! Before i was in the current living arrangement i’m in now, i dressed almost all day every day. i can’t do that as freely now, but it’s ok! That’s one of the reasons i stay up all night! *giggles*

Steph: I believe you indicated earlier that you have been dressing since a early age… Does anyone else know… did you tell them ? or did you get caught?

ashleigh: Several people know. This is where most would pass on this one, but i’ll be true. My mother and stepfather know, my ex wife knows, and a few friends. i never was caught, but once when i was very angry with my mother over something that was probably petty, i decided while she was at the store to dress completely femme just to annoy her, it worked! She had no idea her “son” was a woman. i think it still bugs her!

Steph: Do you believe its good to be upfront and honest about dressing up female to your friends, girlfriend or wife?
ashleigh : Difficut to answer, as each person and situation is different. For me, i have always been honest with women in my life, and some liked it, some did not. As far as friends, it depends on their mentality. Some are ready to accept it and some aren’t.
i consider myself a good judge of character, and know when to and when not to. Don’t dress up for your hillbilly redneck marlboro man neighbor! though…he may like that actually!

Steph: If you could spend 24 hrs with Ms Ann, how would you spend those 24 hrs?

ashleigh: lol @ brown nose question!!!!!!!!

ashleigh: let me think

Steph: Smiles.. Ms Ann asked me to ask this question.. SMILES…

sexyashleighgrl : 24 hours? Of course i’m going to want to be dominated and such, but that’s not what i was thinking. i would really reallly like to spend that time getting to know each other, having a few good meals….a nice restaurant….a movie…(i sound sooo dumb). i would love to pick MsAnn’s brain for a while! i may learn a lot, so i think ultimately i really would spend at least 16-18 hours getting to know MsAnn. i think the other 6-8 would totally be spent…..wasting my time? *giggles*

Steph : giggles…and smiles…

Steph: What would your advice be to someone who is just strarting out discovering that they have a femine side to themselves?

ashleigh: i would need an age range. That makes a big difference. See for me it was 8, that’s why i asked, so i”ll go with 18. My advice to someone would be, Learn learn learn! Read books on all things femme, read female authors, read books on femininity, learn everything! Watch genetic women, see their movements…mannerisms. Learn how women interact, and then step back, and think am i lilke that, or do i desire to be like that? If so, great. Make sure it’s a decision that is appropriate. No rush….all good things take time. It’s taken me 21 years and i’m only 29! In a nutshell, learn, watch, absorb!

Steph: Really great advice Ashleigh…Thank you. Just want to be sure if there’s anything else to add .. before we close this interview….

ashleigh: hmmm. Everyone knows in their heart, where they fit on the scale. Follow that part of you, no matter what it is, crossdressing, transgender, etc. Just follow your heart! That’s all!

Steph: ashleigh, this concludes our interview. Thank you very much.. It has been a honor and privilage to interview you for the premier edition of Ms Ann’s Sissy magazine….

ashleigh: thank you steph!